"Just Friends," written in January 9, 2001

I thought we were just friends
So what if I had a crush
Since the day we met?
Didn't matter much
I'll hide it from the world
No one will ever know
But I couldn't help but let it show
I fought those feelings
As hard as I could
You were just someone
To whom I could confide
But I just couldn't convince myself
To give up it all
All the things left unsaid later turn to regrets
Every night before I went to sleep
I would think and wonder why
Why I didn't say it
Why you make me feel the way I do
Why I was with him
Why I wasn't with you
Tried to convince myself we're just friends
Wouldn't it have been
So much simpler
If we were really just friends