?Heart Suicide,? written *I think* February 22, 2001

Heart, can you tell me what this is?
Something makes me feel so awkward
So scared he?ll run
What could this be?
Please explain this feeling to me
I can?t deny it
It?s building up
Soon I won?t be able to control myself
I don?t want to embarrass myself
But heart, oh heart
Can you tell me what?s inside of you?
I thought I kept you locked up tight
But something had to sneak in
And I can?t see what
Heart, why did you betray me so?
Oh I do fear you?ll be the death of me
By jumping into that river of emotions
And committing heart suicide