"Afraid I'm Falling," written January 31, 2001

Everyday I think I'm fine
You're just a boy
Why should I care?
Everyday I fool myself into believing
I'm fine
Until Darkness hits
Truth lies within Reality
Reality lies within the night
I'm not fine
I'm not over you
I do care
Isn't that sick?
I shouldn't care about anyone
Shouldn't wonder where you are
What you're doing
Or how you are.
Just one smile shouldn't affect my life
Seeing you shouldn't determine
The basis of my day
I'm so sorry to tell you
How good you make me feel
How many smiles you make me smile
How you're the sunshine through the rain
I don't want to say this
I don't want it to be true
But I'm afraid I just might be
Falling in love with you

Of course this isn't about me? Yeah, me fall in love, uh-huh? Oh and those annoying people (who know who they are) don't even think it. I know what you're going to say. So don't even bother because you know what I'll say?