"Care," written December 30, 2000  
Who invited you in? 
Certainly not me
I don't want you to be here
But a little part of me
is glad you are
Sometimes I trust you
Sometimes I think it's all a game
waiting for me to be
Ensnared
Trapped
don't want to be just a game
You said I'd be the perfect girlfriend
i think you'd be
the perfect boyfriend
You call me pretty
	but do I
Believe
	what you say
Mr. Wrong said that too
	and look where it got me
You're not lying to me like him
	are you
Sometimes it was meant to be
	how childish is that? 
Destiny, Fate
Has a grip on me
Trying to run but look! 
I'm back in your arms
Pouring out my soul
	why the hell am I telling this to you? 
And it's over
	done with
You make it all better
	save me from this fate
I wish we could
	why don't I know? 
Goodnight and sweet dreams you say
Why do you care? 
You shouldn't care
	i don't trust
	i'll never be a good girlfriend
	i don't trust
Why do you care
	why do I care
That you care? 

Rather confusing... It was pretty much everything running through my head. Don't ask where I got it from...